I ware this cold mask every day
hoping to lure the true my way...

Iv been hurt so much in my life
i guess you where just the holder on a new rusted...

My heart wilted like i dieing rose
fragile like a flower that froze...

Your never hear.
but the wormth of your heart is neer...

My wrists are now raped
i try-ed so hard but i snapped...

Left right up and down
All this confusion making me drown...

As the cold steel reunites with my crimson pain
my soul scarcely screams like the boy in the well...

Tempted, teased, taunted, dizzier
the kindling of an old fire...

Throw my heart into the sharp blades of a blender
watch my crimson regret trickle down my arm...

I'm sick of this hurting so deep down inside
I'm sick of my feelings being forced to hide...

Thoughts that melt me to my Chair
hopeless dreams that you care...

I try-ed! i did! i try-ed so hard! am i aloud to...