My wrists are now raped
i try-ed so hard but i snapped...

You get excited as you see the seed you've just...
And as it comes up from the ground you start to...

A slow worm breeze swept my soul off its feet-
then a slow guitar strum and a soft drum begun to...

I'm sick of this hurting so deep down inside
I'm sick of my feelings being forced to hide...

Iv been hurt so much in my life
i guess you where just the holder on a new rusted...

New poem its called (I'M DIEING)
DIEING TO BE HELD CLOSE...

Clock hits 0500 and i awake in a hurry
out of focus so dark so blurry...

Forcing my self in silence ,just to grasp a hint...
knowing the numbness hast to end, not knowing how...

If you want me to leave i was never...
I feel transparent in your arms...

This isent a pome more or less
im just bord in iraq speeking my mind...

Millons of shaterd particals lie across the floor
a resolt of consestn slaming in a cold metle door...

Throw my heart into the sharp blades of a blender
watch my crimson regret trickle down my arm...