I'm falling into a deep black
so black I can't see anything...

Love can hurt,
love can lie...

Everything is so gross.
Everything is so disgusting...

Crimson blood glistening
as it drips from the knife...

I was lost in a dream.
I was lost in haze...

I do drugs,
I cut myself...

You are worth saving
I'm not gonna save you...

I'm happy,
I really am...

Breaking points draw near
such a fine line...

One shot fired,
perfectly calm...

Let me just hit you,
just once...

That phone call, the one that you wait for
but never expect to come...