I told you my feelings may not be platonic, I wasn't sure.You said you liked me but that my age is an obstacle. Now I'm scared to tell you I've figured it out because I don't want to admit I'll never have you because you think I'm too young...

I'm in here alone because you went off and got stoned. Before you were laughing and cuddly now you wont touch me, look at me, you're not even here. If i leave will you even notice?

I love you so freakin much even though all your drinking and the drugs are hurting me. I told you I'd never leave you and I've lasted this long but I'm starting to doubt how long I thought I could do this...

And if i squeeze my eyes shut will it go away? Or will i open them and see more things i didn't want to know about you?

"you love stronger than i do. You wont leave my side because you love me even though i'll destroy you in the end. And i can't even stop drinking because i love you"
but part of that is that i'd destroy myself without you...

You're holding me, telling me how you don't want to drink, that you don't know how i still love you. All while asking a friend to pass the liquor. and then suddenly neither do i.

Today on the bus a man joked and laughed with me, before I got off told me he hoped to run into me again and thanked me for sharing my beautiful smile. After I got off the bus I realized the man had been blind... and in that moment I loved him

He left you today. You're my best friend and I've known you all my life... and I feel your heart in my chest as sure as I feel my own... and it's burning me from the inside out

To keep it short, simple, and sweet... he'll never love you like I do.

You said I'm a manipulator, that I don't really love, that I'm just playing with people, I'm a genuis and a sociopath... my own mother, yet hearing it didn't even phase me... does that mean you're right?