I told you my feelings may not be platonic, I wasn't sure.You said you liked me but that my age is an obstacle. Now I'm scared to tell you I've figured it out because I don't want to admit I'll never have you because you think I'm too young...

I adore you, I really do and I want to tell you. Tonight we talked for hours on end. But how am I to get around the fact you're my ex's bestfriend?

It's time to cut these arteries to my heart. They were lying when they said the heart would stop without them but I think this'll make me stronger because all they're doing is spoon feeding me poison and love

Every inch of me aches and burns. I'm not okay, there's the honest truth. I don't remember what it's like to not hurt... but I know in the morning I'll close my eyes, take a deep breath, push everything away, and pretend nothing can touch me.

We lay together on the grass, holding eachother, cuddling... you may be there touching me, kissing me, whispering to me but I can't feel you here anymore because somewhere in the back of your head you're off with one of them...

If you can't do it right today, there's tomorrow and everyday after that to try again

Everyday is as new a day as you'd like it to be.

"I love you" I remember him saying that... I remember when I would giggle and say it back. Now as I'm saying it back and holding you I have to hold myself back from crying and screaming that you're lying...

I found I have a select group of chosen friends that I dote on endlessly... I want them to have the happiness I can't reach for myself. I realized, while thinking about this, that this is now one of the only ways I feel any joy...

I guess as much as I love you I need to reconsider whether or not it's worth it to wait forever for you to come back each time you leave...I thought about it and I realized something... forever never ends