You tell me you love me and that you don't know why you keep leaving me.. Funny thing that... so where are you now? I certainly don't know

How many times will I sit in the silence between us before I realize you're not coming back? What am I saying... you always come back, always. so then the real question is how many times before I admit that its not 'cause you love me when you do...

Sticks and stones can break my bones but words will never hurt me... But the silence is slowly killing me

And now I wonder which path is more dangerous for my heart; loving someone that doesn't love me back and may never or loving someone that acts like they love me sometimes, so I'll never really know if they do

And should my heart break or my mask fall I know you'll be just around the corner with the glue and some paint to make me right before sending me out against the world again

You're so dear to me, I'd do anything to make you happy. but I'm not sure how platonic my feelings for you are anymore... it would seem I love you in a way I hadn't realized before

I'm in here alone because you went off and got stoned. Before you were laughing and cuddly now you wont touch me, look at me, you're not even here. If i leave will you even notice?

I love you so freakin much even though all your drinking and the drugs are hurting me. I told you I'd never leave you and I've lasted this long but I'm starting to doubt how long I thought I could do this...

And if i squeeze my eyes shut will it go away? Or will i open them and see more things i didn't want to know about you?

"you love stronger than i do. You wont leave my side because you love me even though i'll destroy you in the end. And i can't even stop drinking because i love you"
but part of that is that i'd destroy myself without you...