Its unbelievably cute how when people ask about us you look at me and smile before saying we're together even though nothings official... |
Sticks and stones can break my bones but words will never hurt me... But the silence is slowly killing me |
How many times will I sit in the silence between us before I realize you're not coming back? What am I saying... you always come back, always. so then the real question is how many times before I admit that its not 'cause you love me when you do... |
You tell me you love me and that you don't know why you keep leaving me.. Funny thing that... so where are you now? I certainly don't know |
I guess as much as I love you I need to reconsider whether or not it's worth it to wait forever for you to come back each time you leave...I thought about it and I realized something... forever never ends |
I found I have a select group of chosen friends that I dote on endlessly... I want them to have the happiness I can't reach for myself. I realized, while thinking about this, that this is now one of the only ways I feel any joy... |
"I love you" I remember him saying that... I remember when I would giggle and say it back. Now as I'm saying it back and holding you I have to hold myself back from crying and screaming that you're lying... |
Everyday is as new a day as you'd like it to be. |
If you can't do it right today, there's tomorrow and everyday after that to try again |
We lay together on the grass, holding eachother, cuddling... you may be there touching me, kissing me, whispering to me but I can't feel you here anymore because somewhere in the back of your head you're off with one of them... |