Together forever
Such a beautiful lie...
I gave you someone that you could always turn to,
I was your friend and I always stayed true...
Each tear plucked from the eye,
So full of self loathing...
Holding on to what we had
like a shadow that wont disappear...
Love came,
and then was lost...
Hearts kept together by love,
Radiating happy thoughts every day...
Slippery Serpent navigates the cream
Delectable sights unearthed in a dream...
Love cripples the heart.
Emotions fall apart...
Springs Lost Beauty...
Enigma plagues unknown answers-
of what has transpired of this love...
Is it possible to fall for someone so fast,
That someone could make you forget the past...
Do you still not see?
Whenever your close to me...
There isn't enough hot water
To ease my restless mind...
F..u..c...k.. you for the pain you have caused.
F..u..c...k.. you for the tears iv poured...
Ive given you my heaer
Its yours to keep...
How did I forget
The sound of a smile...
Don't feed me lies.
when you know...
I look in the mirror...
my naked body bleak...
In the back of my mind
you are always there...
When you cant stand to face yourself anymore
and you just dont see yourself ever smiling...
I wake up in this skin of mine
and I'm deeply saddened...
I can hear them again
Him yelling at her...
Empty screams echo through the halls.
A house that was never truly called a home...
I am fallen, wrecked, and in a decayed condition I...
you live and stay as a permanent resident in my...
One pill, to ease the pain
Two pills, if I can't sustain...
You held me close
As I cried away...
Trapped within your violent dreams
Unheard voices from my silent scream...
This plague devours millions
crawls inside each vibrant mind...
The memories fade
The flowers die...
Ever symbolic flying dove,
Soars the sky high above...
A dreamless sleep.
Cold lonely nights...
Now feels like never
and close seems so far away...
My true face is hidden
behind a well crafted mask...
In this world there is love and hate
Both are strong, one our backs like a weight...
Of all the things you've put me through
I hate to say that I love you...
Darkness filled the void you left
when you walked away that day...
Movement in the dark,
Whispers In the night...
A child so young,
bony and starved...
Write another poem
Carve another letter...
Are you okay?
Is there something you need to say...
The shadows crawl across colorless walls,
In varying shades of ever-darkening black...
I know that you love her but don't give her your...
remember how many time's she's left you to fall...
I see you still havent learned a damn thing
I guess picking up the phone is too hard for you...
There is something I want you to know
I have a secret that I keep hidden inside...
Droplets of your sour blood collect and form a...
you stand above your gray dead body just starring...
There is a story, sad and true,
It started with an "I love you."...
Home alone
no one to stop me...
Forget the times he walked by
Forget the times he made you cry...
Tell me something true,
Tell me something pure and from the heart...
There's so much pain in every word
In these well kept secrets you haven't heard...
I used to wake up wishing to die
I used to stay up late just to cry...
So tell me was it all you thought it would be?
Was it worth doing all that you did to me...
Every nite they've been apart,
Her eyes have cried, he broke her heart...
A battle fighting inside of me
emotions that won't let me be...
In the dead of night, into darkness I slip
The devil's vines pull me into my nightmares grip...
I'm trying to hold it together,
Letting the cold numb flood my veins...
Pain ripping every nerve
Willing your breath away...
Secrets hidden well,
To cover up the shame...
I'm trying to write the final line, to complete my...
Yet as I sing it, I do fear, that I have composed...
If I'm only dreaming,
That means this isn't real...
STUPID girl, you let him in.
STUPID girl, you fell for him...
Too many days I've walked around
trying to get over you...
I'm sick and tired of being treated like a...
It all happened so fast that night
yet every detail I still see...
My dreams consist of nightmares,
Things I shouldn't see...
I see you with her everyday
your smiling face...
Do you ever look in the mirror
Wonder how you turned out like this...
Death
Darkness...
Smiles painted across familiar faces,
Hiding all the things they've done...
Her heart had been broken too many times,
she's felt heartache & pain, she's dealt with...
When I was young
You would always tell me...
When you leave
don't think I'll try to make you stay...
We're not all perfect,
So let's not pretend...
A life without you is like a life without air,
And a life without oxygen just isn't fair...
It's complicated
trying to find your way...
Love can be real
love can be fake...
I know where I'm heading
don't tell me I'm wrong...
Fairytales and daydreams,
Just illusions before my eyes...
I'm 16, and a survivor of abuse.
It's good to say that I'm no longer neglected and...
Don't pretend to know me,
Don't pretend to care...
If only you were mine still
maybe sadness is what i wouldn`t feel...
I can hardly breathe
blurrness is what i see...
I fake a smile everyday
and pretend to be happy on my way...
A person so bleak
so empty inside...