It makes meh sick to utter the wordss;;
My FAtHER.
when you haven't done a damn thinqq forr mehh
askk mehh to forqive and sadly my reply will be
y0U aRE UNf0RGiVEN .

Insidee i'dd fall apartt
iff yu ever lovedd someone instead of mehh .

Y waste mahh time to chanqe .?
iff yurr where yurr at
and im where i wanna be .?

Ii would realize yuhh were everthinqq im missinqq
and you'll tell mehh yurr in love with someone else ... </3

Iff ourr love is dead .
y do ii continue to put mahself thru the same pain?
is itt because i L0VE yu .
or
because i dontt wantt yuhh to L0VE anyone else ?

I will never trustt
itss my final mistake .

One thinqq i kno iss that i will never
forqett to remember someone like yuhh .

Yuhh say we qonna be toqqether foreverr .
but in reality forever isntt even forever .

Leave mehh ,leave mehh,
ii cantt fuxkinqq standd yuhh .!
wishh ii had the couraqe to say everythinqq
ii planned to .

Yuhh confront my WORSt FEARS .