& He Wonderss yy i Wontt Lett HiM inn ; |
& ihtss easier tuh Pretend yuu dONtt caree ; |
& i wantt someonee whoss worthh ihtt ; |
. . . wishh i wudda learnedd tht dhiss wudda happenedd tuh mhe , buhtt i quess myy lessonn iss learnedd & i Promise Matter Factt i Vow i wontt fall as Hardd as i Havee . |
LiFE iss POiNtLESS ; idONtt evenn kno whatt im Livinq fOr .? yy ckouldntt myy mutha abortedd mhe whenn she hadd duh Chancee , iNStEAD of putt mhe thru a LiFE whea i DESPiSE everyy wunn , i havee a headache i qotta think sum shxdd thru d__d |
& ikno yuu cee myy idONtt qivee a fCk persona , buhtt iM dyinq internallyy , myy iNSECURitiES couldd eatt mhe ALiVE . |
" i feel likee i boundd tuh endd upp w| sumbodyy dass been w| everyy bodyy . " |
( & ] i wouldntt MiNd iff i forqhott who yuu weree . |
& do yuu ever catch yourself qazinq into sumthinq less interestinq dan whutss onn yhurr MiNd & yuu alwayss think " whutt iff " .? |
& theres nothinq worstt dan duh feelinq i qhett ahtt niqhtt whenn i think of all duh mistakess i made w| duh boyy i let qo , while im holdinq onto duh wun i wishh wudd leave mhe alonee . |