" it was foolish on my part , for feeding my heart to the sharks . "

" i've been through soo much BS that it haunts me .. it replays in my mind over & over again , I just cant get over these things & im not ready to deal with the fact . "

" how can something thats supposed to make you complete leave you so empty ? "

" once they stop talking to you ... they start talking abt you . "

" how can you possibly leave me with thoughts filled with you & sleepless nights .. yet i know i barely cross your mind at all ? do you know how that makes feel ? "

I dont sleep.
I think.
I plot.
I plan.
I regret.
I rehearse.
I reconsider.
I dream.
I speculate.
I ruminate.
I wallow.
I worry.
I want.
I wish.
but, I dont sleep

My problem is I fall in love with people I know I cant have or be with & I presume no ones at fault here but me.

" soo much to say w. nobody to tell . "

" The thing is I dont like to be made out to look stupid , I dont care that you lied, played games, pretended, just dont make me look naive b.c thats not what im not ... far from .. you were just a lesson & i passed . "

" I just feel like im better off Alone .. No Boyfriend , No Friends , shitt even Family .. these people cause me more pain than strangers ; why cant people mind their own business & keep me out of their irrelevant , rude conversation ? "