" When you leave make sure you drop my heart at the door .. someone else might need it . "

" it was foolish on my part , for feeding my heart to the sharks . "

" i've been through soo much BS that it haunts me .. it replays in my mind over & over again , I just cant get over these things & im not ready to deal with the fact . "

" how can something thats supposed to make you complete leave you so empty ? "

" once they stop talking to you ... they start talking abt you . "

" how can you possibly leave me with thoughts filled with you & sleepless nights .. yet i know i barely cross your mind at all ? do you know how that makes feel ? "

I dont sleep.
I think.
I plot.
I plan.
I regret.
I rehearse.
I reconsider.
I dream.
I speculate.
I ruminate.
I wallow.
I worry.
I want.
I wish.
but, I dont sleep

My problem is I fall in love with people I know I cant have or be with & I presume no ones at fault here but me.

I've wasted all my tears
Wasted all those lonely, lonely years
Nothing had the chance to be good, nothing ever could.
but, I'll keep holding on..

I gave you my all & as a result I have the front row seat to watch my heart break & a meaningful relationship with you fall .