" too scared to be alone .. too scared to open up . "

" bring your love baby I could bring my shame .. bring the drugs baby I could bring my pain . "

" I lie to myself all the time , but I never beleive me . "

" The pain would escape her even though the laughter was a part of the pain . "

" I have trust issues .. most likely I've met Mr. Right but wont even give him a chance . "

" I guess I really didnt want to kill myself but i kind of did .. does that make sense ? "

" I cant smile & play along anymore because truth is Im tired . "

" My minds always doing things I dont even know about . "

" Sorry for all tha trouble I put you & your heart through God knows that I would do anything for a part two . "

" & I wonder why Im so unhappy .. I fell in love with someone who didnt love me back . "