If a rose lasted forever
There would be no telling lies...

The sunshine is bright
But the shadows draw near...

To write with shadows on the wall
To be so near to see it all...

Black lace, satin skin
Emotions long forgotten withen...

Cool glass, fingertips touching
Slowely the dawn breaks; shattered...

I dream of dark;
But not of day...

Happy is a painfull curse
Ending in depression, shattered dreams...

Clear, cold crisp night
The air biting you...

Happiness has been erased
Alone my time falls away...

Daylight fades and shadows fall
Dark as the night can crawl...

Waves of sorrow
waves of pain...

I'm sorry that I'm not the girl you wanted to have
I'm sorry that I'm not perfect, smart or cute...