As I lay awake in bed,
a voice whispers in my ear...

How do I let go
When all I want is him...

Laying in bed alone,
wishing you were here...

Everyday that passes,
brings the moment near...

In this book
Of my life...

Lately you've been distant,
never there when I call...

Forever anchored to my coffin,
the unholy dirt of my grave...

Sitting under a moon,
that's so full and bright...

Not being with you,
tears me up inside...

Before I found you,
everyday was the same...

The cover is written in blood,
the words written in tears...

Once I was adored,
once I was loved...