I can only stream tears
while reaching for my answers...
What is it to be done,
If not yet started...
I continue to ponder.
I continue to stare...
Have you ever laid your head back?
Closed your eyes and...
To tell me you think you're not good enough for me...
Is a slap to my face...
Disfigured by all your tauntings.
You force me to hide away...
Brushing your head deep
into my chest...
A reflection of myself in
the mirror that stands...
Crashing thuds and bolts
come running from the sea...
The thoughts, the sight, the knowledge
Of watching you fade away are too painful...
Looking up the definition of me
the meaning of life...
I've wished for his love.
For him to care...