I can't figure out why you push me away
by you I mean every person, every day...

So so alone, now that your gone,
Before you even came, I missed you...

You are the everything and nothing
i can't touch you but i can love you...

The way it is the was its supposed to be
close my eyes for a moment in time that was made...

In memory of a good friend...

You took my heart,
don’t tare it apart...

Soft lips touch mine
a world sublime...

Escape through a blade,
forget me like I was never made...

Again in memory of a very good friend...

I can’t give up,
not this time...

Where were you when i needed a shoulder
I needed someone to make me boulder...

Would you care if i slit my wrists
straight up and down...