I'm Going To Smile Like Nothing Is Wrong, Talk Like Everything Is Perfect, Act Like It's Just A Dream And Pretend Like It's Not Hurting.

I am who I am
not everone have to like it

I am depressed
I hate to cry
I hate myself
I want to die
everything is ok

Do You Think They Would Notice If I left?

I know what it's like to die, how it hurts to smile, how you try to fit in but can't, how you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the things on the inside, I know what it's like. I've been there.

(I didnt write this quote.)

I've lied so much to myself that I dont know what is real anymore. I've lost a sence of reality, I begin to wounder if my memory is real or not.