I've lied so much to myself that I dont know what is real anymore. I've lost a sence of reality, I begin to wounder if my memory is real or not.

I know what it's like to die, how it hurts to smile, how you try to fit in but can't, how you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the things on the inside, I know what it's like. I've been there.

(I didnt write this quote.)

Do You Think They Would Notice If I left?

I am depressed
I hate to cry
I hate myself
I want to die
everything is ok

I am who I am
not everone have to like it

I'm Going To Smile Like Nothing Is Wrong, Talk Like Everything Is Perfect, Act Like It's Just A Dream And Pretend Like It's Not Hurting.

I haven't learned how not to put the gun to my head, but I have learned how not to pull the trigger.

"unknown"

I didn't right this I just thought it was a really good quote!

I cut myself to live, I cut myself to die, I cut myself to feel, I cut myself to know if this hurt is real

Even if I feel this way,
I will be strong,
and I will move on...
I will NOT be defeated.

What Do You Want From Me? It Only Seems That You Want Me When You Can't Have Me, You Like The Chase & Thats All, So You Know What... You Can Have It.

Quote from the T.V. series the O.C.