They tear me down until there is nothing left
Rip everything out, but leave regret...

There isn't enough hot water
To ease my restless mind...

Chaos
everyone fighting for more...

Loved ones scatter like petals from a flower
Like a forgotten memory slowly fades...

I lie awake to the memories of my disgrace
Imperfections thrown back in my face...

What is it like?
To be the rain cloud...

Driving in my car
Music blaring, head banging...

One pill, to ease the pain
Two pills, if I can't sustain...

Growing old
Thinking back...

Ignoring the sun
As it shines in my face...

Do you know the taste of sorrow?
Watching the smiles you long to borrow...

In peace and quiet there is only truth
noise and turmoil creates a ruse...