I decided I would appreciate
as much as I could for my last day alive...
In a society that encourages you to dream
I will aspire to everything I can...
Trapped in my solitary shell
A prison I call home...
"What would you do If I sang out of key?
Would you stand up and walk out on me...
Such a beautiful night
The still quiet void...
I can grin and bare;
Hide my empty stare...
I want to be something more to you
I do not think you feel the same...
Looking for someone who bleeds like me
Filling a void, a hole, left empty...
The calm sleepless nights
Impervious to feeling...
First was the girl that smiled
with her quiet eloquent style...
I let you in to break my heart
toyed with my emotions...
I see people offer their hands
then accepted and taken...