How can i possibly feel so damn old..
like my heart is rotten along with my soul...

Silently the night embraces me.
my dreams refuse to come and set me free...

This is not a poem,
this is only words, meant for you...

Some words come so easy, some I have to fight to...
Some moments are peaceful, those are the moments I...

Stepping back into the sun, where my life once...
Before my life changed its path, before my world...

The moon is my new best friend, in his light I can...
In his light I lie down on my side, trying to...

I can see through the pain that is you,
to see underneath, to find the truth...

I cant find the words to release all this pain.
i can not find comfort, the darkness remains the...

I often wonder, way this life chose me.
there must be so many others, much better then me...

These tears are acid on my face,
they are the trace of pain, i cant erase...

I'm so tired of it all.
This world makes my skin crawl...

With open eyes she lays me down.
I feel her body close to mine...