When you look at me now, i can feel every lie
lying behind those treacherous blue eyes...

This is not a poem,
this is only words, meant for you...

These tears are acid on my face,
they are the trace of pain, i cant erase...

I often wonder, way this life chose me.
there must be so many others, much better then me...

I cant find the words to release all this pain.
i can not find comfort, the darkness remains the...

How can i possibly feel so damn old..
like my heart is rotten along with my soul...

I can see through the pain that is you,
to see underneath, to find the truth...

I'm so tired of it all.
This world makes my skin crawl...

With open eyes she lays me down.
I feel her body close to mine...

Somewhere someone is waiting just for me.
ore so they say in fairy tales...

Silently the night embraces me.
my dreams refuse to come and set me free...

I looked upon you're face, to see if i could find...
that you might hold a place for me.. where I could...