I cant find the words to release all this pain.
i can not find comfort, the darkness remains the...

I stared at his face, while he was sleeping.
Hoping but never knowing if i was in his dreams...

When you look at me now, i can feel every lie
lying behind those treacherous blue eyes...

If my heart could brake, that's what it would do...
If my soul could weep, it would drown in its own...

I can see through the pain that is you,
to see underneath, to find the truth...

I'm so tired of it all.
This world makes my skin crawl...

The moon is my new best friend, in his light I can...
In his light I lie down on my side, trying to...

Silently the night embraces me.
my dreams refuse to come and set me free...

I often wonder, way this life chose me.
there must be so many others, much better then me...

My little girl is only five.
Still she can move my world, with a single smile...

I looked upon you're face, to see if i could find...
that you might hold a place for me.. where I could...

With open eyes she lays me down.
I feel her body close to mine...