TWO LITTLE WORDS SCARE THE CRAP OUT OF ME,
YOUR GONE..

Sometimes when it raining outside, i like to take a long walk, because its the only time i can cry and no one bothers me

LOVE IS ACTUALLY PRETTY SELFISH,
YOU WAIT FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU,
THEN YOU LOVE THEM TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY,
THEN WHEN THEY ARE GONE YOU CRY,
BECAUSE YOU WONT GET THAT HAPPINESS,
LOVE IS ACTUALLY PRETTY SELFISH,
AND I AM A SELFLESS PERSON..

IM THE PERSON WHO WILL BUST OUT LAUGHING
BECAUSE OF SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY..

I CAN BE IN A SEA OF PEOPLE, AND STILL FEEL SO ALONE..

NO MATTER HOW BRIGHT IT IS, I ALWAYS SIT IN THE DARK..

FRIENDS BY HEART,
SISTERS BY SOUL,
QUIET AND SHY???
PSHHH,
TRY OUTA CONTROL..

LOVE THE LIFE YOU LIVE,
LIVE THE LIFE YOU LOVE..

NO MORE PAIN,
NO MORE ARGUMENTS,
NO MORE RESPONSIBILITIES,
NO MORE HUNGER,
NO MORE DEPRESSION,
NO MORE DISAPOINTMENTS,
BUT I GO THROUGH IT ALL AGAIN JUST TO BE WITH YOU..

PAIN WILL EASE,
WOUNDS WILL HEAL,
BUT THE SCARS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE,
TAUTING ME, MOCKING ME, REMINDING ME OF HOW IT ALL USED TO BE..

I know God wouldn't give me anything I can't handle, I just wish he didn't trust me so much.