I SIT ALONE IN THE DARK WAITING FOR THE CALL THAT WILL NEVER COME..

I CAN BE IN A SEA OF PEOPLE, AND STILL FEEL SO ALONE..

NO MATTER HOW BRIGHT IT IS, I ALWAYS SIT IN THE DARK..

FRIENDS BY HEART,
SISTERS BY SOUL,
QUIET AND SHY???
PSHHH,
TRY OUTA CONTROL..

LOVE THE LIFE YOU LIVE,
LIVE THE LIFE YOU LOVE..

NO MORE PAIN,
NO MORE ARGUMENTS,
NO MORE RESPONSIBILITIES,
NO MORE HUNGER,
NO MORE DEPRESSION,
NO MORE DISAPOINTMENTS,
BUT I GO THROUGH IT ALL AGAIN JUST TO BE WITH YOU..

PAIN WILL EASE,
WOUNDS WILL HEAL,
BUT THE SCARS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE,
TAUTING ME, MOCKING ME, REMINDING ME OF HOW IT ALL USED TO BE..

I know God wouldn't give me anything I can't handle, I just wish he didn't trust me so much.

ITS SO HARD TO GET OUT OF BED,
WHEN I KNOW YOU WONT BE THERE..

IT AMAZES ME HOW,
PEOPLE WHO HAVE LOST EVERYTHING
CAN STILL OVE,
BUT PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO HAVE LOST NOTHING,
CANT FIND ENOUGH LOVE TO LOVE MYSELF..

ISNT I T WEIRD HOW SO MANY PEOPLE CAN BE IN THE SAME PLACE,
BUT ALL GOING DIFFERENT PATHS, FOR DIFFERENT REASONS..