Sometimes I knew it was abuse, but I didn't say anything. At least i had your attention.

Hello love. I think about you often, and I miss you so. I dream of you everynight, but when the dream ends we are no longer, and you are forever gone. So I awake when the dream is lovely. If only life was a dream.

I'm not horrid. I'd just rather be peceived as too good for you rather than not good enough.

Sometimes I pretend to be cold, just so you will hold me.

You need not find a cure for everything that makes you weak.

A reason why we breathe. A reason why we live. A reason why we fall in love. A reason why people still live when true love ends. A reason for hate. A reason for everything.

I wish I had the guts to cheat on you, the way you cheated on me.

I wish I had a person to talk to, to calm me down and tell me that it's going to be okay, instead of sprinting to the medicine cupboard, and taking a Xanax.

You are a coward and I have no pity for you.

And it feels like you don't want to know me anymore.