& the saddest part is that I'd still drop everything if you said you want me back.

It hurts when the people you thought were amazing prove that you were wrong all along.

I said yes to another man, because you didn't asked me.

Let's drive far, far away. And not stop until we find home.

I wish I have had you before those other girls screwed you up so badly.

I lost you because of my shyness...
& now I'm left with all these 'what-ifs?'.
What if I kissed you when you asked for it?
What if I never gave up on us?
What if I still love you?

I loved him first.

And in that moment I swear we were infinite.

It's horrible,
But I wish you cared about me enough to start cutting again.

Goodnight.
Love you.
And remember I think we are amazing together.