A reason why we breathe. A reason why we live. A reason why we fall in love. A reason why people still live when true love ends. A reason for hate. A reason for everything.

I wish I had the guts to cheat on you, the way you cheated on me.

I wish I had a person to talk to, to calm me down and tell me that it's going to be okay, instead of sprinting to the medicine cupboard, and taking a Xanax.

You are a coward and I have no pity for you.

And it feels like you don't want to know me anymore.

Everyday is a compromise.
I just thank god that you are not here anymore to see what I've turned into.

I let him walk in the darkness alone.
My biggest mistake to date.

I am tired of taking pills to make me feel better.

I am not brave enough to take the risks that would make me truly happy.

I never truly thought I would ever say this but, life is better without you.