Learning to be myself struggling at 13
wishing i was gone and im still hurting...
He grew up in a world were violence was the key 2...
None of them really started chasing there dreams...
I said i was sorry for what ive done... i said i...
Aint it hard when you love someone but they dont...
I dont want to think im suicidal..
because that wouldnt make me normal...
I stare ...
at myself, examining every detail of my body and...
I dont want to sit around jump up everytime i hear...
(this is just a lil poem for my brother dean who...
Have you ever felt the pain
walked in the rain...
Is it me that makes me unhappy ? or is it the...
i want to know why i cry, lie, pray so much "...
I don't think i can cope anymore, not without you.
i cant seem to eat or sleep or smile without you...
Maybe you wern't made to love me.
or maybe i was meant to be unloved...