Love the Life you live,And live the life you love

I find it so hard to believe anything you say. but i still go along with every word that comes out of your mouth.

Ever loved someone who didn't love you back ?
i have..

She wishes to drop off a bridge. but not fall but fly cause she doesn't think shes suicidal.

They say life was a gift from god.. but life is full of pain and hurt.. i just didn't know a gift could cause so much pain .. i dont want another gift..

Sometimes i get angry and scream I HATE MY MUM. I WISH SHE WAS DEAD !! but then one day i had a dream and in it my mum died. i woke up my face and pillow was wet my nose was running i was crying.and from that moment i realised. I CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY MUM.

Maybe there is a reason why im still alive. but im still searching for that reason.

Im the girl who he would never look at twice.

I hate the word " are you alright" so when im sad i smile because when i do i never hear that word.

How comes happiness only lasts a few minutes but sadness can last a lifetime?