So close to freedom
almost out from the darkness...

You can't possibly know how bad it hurts
you don't have to live with the scars...

Life
take my glass of life...

I lock the door
I don't know why I bother...

Close the door
While I listen to the screams inside my head...

It's like your happy, but you still have that pain...

When I look back at my life in twenty years
I dont wanna think about the friends i've lost...

A white van and my kitchen floor
i can feel his hands around my throat...

I'm trying not to deal with my anger
the way you did...

You're the reason I cant sleep
you're the reason I can't breathe...

So tell me that I'm the only one I can control
how many people does that lie console...

You don't need to see what a mess ive made of...
you never loved me like you were supposed to...