When I look back at my life in twenty years
I dont wanna think about the friends i've lost...

You can't possibly know how bad it hurts
you don't have to live with the scars...

So close to freedom
almost out from the darkness...

Close the door
While I listen to the screams inside my head...

It's like your happy, but you still have that pain...

A white van and my kitchen floor
i can feel his hands around my throat...

Life
take my glass of life...

You told her you loved her
You told her you'd never leave...

If you ever knew what it was like to be me
a whole lots going on in my head...

Go to your room
slowly...

All the girls stop to stare
as i softly chuckle to myself...

You're my best friend
You hear me speak...