After all these year
all the tears...

I didn't hide it well
I didn't even try...

Shut the blinds
no one seems to care...

You didn't try
when they found me...

Have you ever gotten those butterflies?
when you heard him speak...

I'm trying not to deal with my anger
the way you did...

Dam you,
I love you...

God, called me to his side
Wiped the tears from my eyes...

Never forget the fear
the fear that once pinned you down...

Did you ever think of the pain this was causing...
Did you ever think that it could be your fault...

I bet it hurts you to know
that you could have saved me...

Don't get me wrong
I never thought it was love...