It's like your happy, but you still have that pain...

I'm falling over drunk again
this wasn't how it was supposed to be...

Tossing and turning
There's no sleep for me...

Suddenly it didn't seem so far away
I can't stand fighting...

A tear comes to your eye when you realize you...
Then you laugh insanely, when it occurs to you...

Everytime we talk of what we're missing,
we're not happy...

Let's just keep driving until the road ends
You control the motions...

Close the door
While I listen to the screams inside my head...

Lay in bed late at night
Stare at the ceiling;dreaming of your face...

Hurt me like you do
you know I like it...

Watch me with your eyes wide shut
You're staring...

A white van and my kitchen floor
i can feel his hands around my throat...