It's so pathetic
How I still flirt with you and I keep on hoping that one day you will want to get back togehter with me
When i know you like her.....

I watch the blood trickle slowly
And all I think about is you
I could end my life so easily
The only thing stopping me is
I know you wouldn't even blink an eye

I have decided something
No matter what has happened in the past
The broken hearts
My fmaily leaving me
I am going to live every second happy
Because you don't live forever

My mom has always told me Dont give up on the ones you love. ANd my dad has always said let them go and fly free of the pain. With them both gone I cant make up my mind.

I still hear his words over and over in my head. "I love you." and i still can't remeber it was a lie

WIth my family gone. I don't know who to turn to. My footsteps echo and all I want is to be able to follow them.

All I want is to be in my mom's warm arms.....Or at least someone who cares.....And this one wish is impossible

I put on the show of perfection and all that happened was alone.

She has forgotten how to trust. Because everyone who said "I'll be there" Left!
And it hurts even worse to know it's me.

My best friend used to tell me "All guys are the same they break your heart."
And I thought she understood now she thinks she ahs found one thats differnt......and im the crazy one