I sit here wondering why
Why I feel I should die...
Deep inside she is not strong,
Yet she is the one everyone clings to...
It hurts, I scream, I cry.
I vomit, grit my teeth, wish I could die...
She cries, she laughs but it's all pretend,
She's a true actress right to the end...
The screams, the cries,
I hear them at night...
Once upon a time there lived a moral girl,
She sat perched up high watching the world...
You make me smile, make me blush
When we party together your such a rush...
Visions flashing, mental torture,
No relief, sinking deeper...