I miss what i thought we would be... what we should've been

If love is what were livin for then why do i feel like im dying

'yurr taste still lingers on my lips and i starve, i starve for you..." -dashboard

It's a comforting thought at night, knowing that tomorow could be the day i hear yurr voice again...

How stupid of me... i really thought you would be the one to change my mind... yurr jus like all that rest

Everytime it rains, i wonder if yurr crying over me too....

In my mind you leaving was
a he** on earth
it took me some awsome friends
and finding myself to relize
it was a blessing in disguize

I have to hear it from everyone else. never from you... what happend to us?.... why wont you jus let me in?!?! my heart is ACHEing for you babe....

My outside is happy and easy going. my inside is screaming, scratching, itching to get out and share my feelings to you. if i let it out, would you even take time to let me in?

It's not that i'm not over you, it's just i'm not over what we had... and what we still do... realize....