The way we pretend that theres not enough space
your leg over mine, both with a smile on our face...
It feels like its holding me back
it makes me feel like it's not worth trying...
That hair, that smile,
those eyes, that chest...
When I think of you my heart jumps
my stomach drops...
I'm tired of not knowing
if he likes me or not...
I still remember
when we first met...
First Love
Innocent Love...
I want to leave my body
to try and avoid the pain...
Waiting for love that is already found
I try to keep it inside, tightly bound...
Flames just under the surface
patiently waiting to arise...
The adolescence that surrounds me
The immaturity everywhere...
Whatever I thought was there
Is now too hard to see...