I can't stand this, I don't think I can do it
I really don't understand what is happening to me...

Every second I'm awake
All I can think about is you...

I can see the tears running from your eyes
I can see the bloody knife sitting in your hand...

I hear your voice for the first time
In what seems like years...

I tell you every day how much you mean to me
I always tell you all the cute things that you do...

I sit and write this tonight
My love for you grows stronger...

It has been over a year,
Since we last said our goodbye...

Sitting alone in this dark room
Nothing to look at but black walls...

I've always been told to put on a smile
Things will get better this way...

I walk along this lonely path
With just the pieces that you left...

I still wonder how you are doing
I still pick up my phone and see your name...

Maybe I am wrong for thinking this way
But I'm sick and tired of men...