To want for ourselves is a luxury that is not needed to live its only wanted to create an illusion of happiness.

I am totally captivated by you, i'm drawn to you like no one else and i don't know if its because i love you or that i'm completely forbidden to.

This pain and hunger that burns through me is hard to push away but I will push it away. I will lie and kill this aching desire for the hope that one day it will simmer down.
For the dream that one day my heart will stop breaking and I'll live again.

Every time you look at me you take a little more of me selfishly for your self.

Every time I think of you I fall deeper into despair knowing I can't have you.

Every time you speak with your velvety voice I sigh in pleasure as the shivers run over me.

Every time I say I hate you my heart bleeds to say I love you.

Every time we fight I end up wanting more of you.

Every time I look at you I melt in your beauty.

Blue eyes
brown hair
tall
sweet voice
beautiful lips
smart
kind and loves deeply...
...a perfect catch...
to bad your not him