Everyone thinks im over him cause i hide all the tears, and pain but if someone toke the time to really look at me. they would see that my heart is crushed and that my life is falling apart

EVERYONE is telling me to forget him and move on but they dont understand how hard it is to let go of something you want so bad and would do anything for..

Late at night when all the world is sleeping i stay up and cry and wonder why he lied to me after all this time.. i say im fine but inside im dying

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"why maverick" is all i can say. i gave him something so special that no other guy can ever have yet he just doesnt seem to care..
i gave him everything and he gave me nothing in return... hes my biggest mistake

I just cant under stand how he can tell me that he wants us to be together for ever and that he will wait for me but then i see him with another girl and hes looking at her like he use to look at me

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Yea i still love you but whats the point if your with her and not with me

I seen him today but i see him all the time but the difference was that when i seen him today i could feel the distance between us and i just wanted to break down and cry

Everytime i hear about what him and his new girl did.... i just cant stop myself from crying.
it hurts so much to know that hes over me and i still cant get him out of my mind...

Why did he have to go and tell me all these things and that he loves me, when he knew that he never meant it and that he would be leaving me soon for some other girl... its just killing me!!

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Me- why did you leave me for her??
Him- why does it matter?
Me- cause you broke my heart!!
Him- i never meant to.. i still love you baby
Me-WHATEVER if you did you would be with me and not her
Him- ...........

True convo with my ex </3