IM so CONFUSSED about wat to do. i love him but does he really love me. i just wish he could see how much pain im going through
everytime we talk. i just wish i could walk the other way and ignore all the pain...

He may not be my life but hes a big part of it and he dosent even know it.. i would do anything for him to love me the way i do

He keeps saying he wished he could find "the one" only if he could realize that hes chasing the wrong girls and the one girl who truly loves him is waiting for him to realize that its always been her

Me: why did you do it again?
Him: i didnt mean to babe it just happened
Me: how do u not mean to cheat.. if you loved me you wouldnt of done it..
Him: girl why u trippen?
Me: im not trippen all i have done is been faithful and u go and cheat on me

Im finaly getting over him.. but the sad thing is that i know he realy never cared like he said he did.. when all i wanted was for him to love me like i loved him

I got a call last night. they got in a fight.
my worst fear came true he came back to me with tears in his eyes i wanted him so bad but i cant go through the pain again if he were to leave me for her once more.

He dosent realize how hard it is for me to say " i cant go back out with you" when thats all i want to do... but i cant cause i know if u leave me again i would break down for sure, and i dont know if i could get back up again

You just dont understand the things im going through. lonely night holding my pillow tite thinking about you and how we use to be and i just be feeling blue

Anyone who is in love or was in love is a poet deep in the heart cause they know what people in this world have been through

I know that we belong together.
i dream about it everynight but for some reason you think that you and her belong together but all shes telling is lies and im trying to show you that im not fine im slowly dieing