Were just friends for now but he means so much to me everytime we talk i cant help it but smile.. i know we can make it through years.. no one will love you like i do

He talked to me yesturday and it was like old times. We talked about the past and i miss it so much.. i try not to have these feelings but the more we talked the more i realized that im never going to stop loving him..

All i been able to do is think about him and its make me feel blue.. i want him back so bad but i keep telling me self that i cant cause i know if he were to leave me again i wouldnt be as strong as last time and pick me self up

IM so CONFUSSED about wat to do. i love him but does he really love me. i just wish he could see how much pain im going through
everytime we talk. i just wish i could walk the other way and ignore all the pain...

He may not be my life but hes a big part of it and he dosent even know it.. i would do anything for him to love me the way i do

He keeps saying he wished he could find "the one" only if he could realize that hes chasing the wrong girls and the one girl who truly loves him is waiting for him to realize that its always been her

Me: why did you do it again?
Him: i didnt mean to babe it just happened
Me: how do u not mean to cheat.. if you loved me you wouldnt of done it..
Him: girl why u trippen?
Me: im not trippen all i have done is been faithful and u go and cheat on me

Im finaly getting over him.. but the sad thing is that i know he realy never cared like he said he did.. when all i wanted was for him to love me like i loved him

I got a call last night. they got in a fight.
my worst fear came true he came back to me with tears in his eyes i wanted him so bad but i cant go through the pain again if he were to leave me for her once more.

Hes always on my mind and i dont get why,
hes the one whos breaking my heart slowly and im still so in love with him. I feel so uncomplete.. just wish i could delete this memories