I saw him today and for the first time i didnt miss him or want to cry.. i finally am getting over him and it feels so good.

When i talk to him on the phone, i know everything is going to be okay and that we will make it.. I finally found the one

Him- i need u girl please say u'll forgive me.
Me- ill forgive you but i cant go back to you.
Him-why? im sorry ill never leave you again.
Me- i cant take all the pain if u were to leave
Him- but i promise not to hurt you again
Me- ... sorry ...

Everyone thinks im over him cause i hide all the tears, and pain but if someone toke the time to really look at me. they would see that my heart is crushed and that my life is falling apart

Why cant anyone see how much i need him.. hes the only one for me and he doesnt even know it cause hes with her and not me

I found out today that hes moving in with her and all i wanted to do is cry and ask why her and not me she telling you lies and hes to blind to see the truth

I know that we belong together.
i dream about it everynight but for some reason you think that you and her belong together but all shes telling is lies and im trying to show you that im not fine im slowly dieing

When i think about how it use to be i cant help but think about how he use to hug and kiss me like i was hes world. i miss that so much i tried to replace him but everytime i try i cant stop thinking of how we us to be

I hate it when im constantly thinking of him even though i know that he did me wrong yet all i can think of is how he use to be

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>> IM HEARTBROKEN<<

When i seen him today my face lighted up but then i remembered that theres no more us and i just wanted to scream why did you do this to me after all i did for you
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