It wasn't one of those love at first sight kinda things..

it was more of the inside joke,
fighting in the hallways,
make me laugh when im crying,
hold me when no one else was there,
you are my best friend,
fall in love kinda thing.

He once told me that he lived his life like a movie,
and i was the perfect character...

i should have known that movie would end.

The pen trembles in her shaking hand.
Tears cascade from her tired eyes.
It is time to say her final goodbye,
To the only one she never wanted to leave.

The bold crimson blood flowing from the cut
is the only reminder she is still alive

I would like a time machine underneath my christmas tree.

please.

If you cry because the sun has gone out of your life,
your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.

It doesnt really hurt until you think about it,
how much things have changed
who you have lost along the way,
and how much of it was your fault.

So tell me.
what hurts more..
thinking you should hate him,
or knowing you dont?

My greatest fear is to one day look back
and realize that i had done something so horrible,
something that only taught me how tourtured my heart could become.

something called regret.

He slowly started to pull down her sleeve,
Asking to see the scars upon her slender wrist.
She looked at him with confusion in her eyes,
Wondering who would to see the weight of the world carved into her arms.