I bleed to know im still alive.

It's not that i dont remember him..
trust me, i still think of him everyday.

im not trying to forget..

i like remembering
that way i wont make the same mistake again.

I tried to fight fate,
and it destroyed me.

It wasn't one of those love at first sight kinda things..

it was more of the inside joke,
fighting in the hallways,
make me laugh when im crying,
hold me when no one else was there,
you are my best friend,
fall in love kinda thing.

Im scared to die.