How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it HURTS?

When you see me smile, know something's wrong.
When you see me cry, know I'm breaking down.
When you find me dead, know I gave up too fast.

I keep on trying
but, I just reaLized,
I'm not getting anywhere.. x/3

Each happy ending is a brand new beginning.

It seems to me the pain will last, my chance for happiness has passed. i'm sure i'll never find someone to heal the damage you have done, my poor heart will never mend x/3

I thought what we had would never end.

Even in the rain,
I'll still shine.

Innocents is simply an illusion

Today, I realized I can't trust anyone but myself.

I just can't keep on living for broken dreams and promises.