And whatever happened to "forever" ?

I say, "Every girl is entitled to a secret"
And my mind, heart, soul and arm are engraved with them x\3

I'm tired of trying to be so perfect. It's not getting me anywhere x\3

It seems to me that forever just isn't what it used to be.

I WANT TO DIE.

I can only do something for so long until it kills me.

When you see her smile, know something is wrong.
When you see her cry, know she's breaking down.
When you find her dead, know she gave up too fast.

"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.."

-Girl, Interrupted

I'm breaking,
I'm crumbling.
I'm done trying,
I'm gone.

She's distraught,
She can not cope.
Real tears,
False wishes and hope.