My past has punished me
Things once said, once done...

This time i might be serious
Not to say i wasnt...

I used to watch you,
every day in that house...

Sitting in my world,
with everything exploding around me...

I sit alone and think,
i watch the stars all rot...

Never knowing what lives
nor what dies...

These words on these pages
Pathetic attempts to free...

When i think about our past
and the times were spent together...

I give up on trying,
No point in lying...

Ever found a perfect guy?
Walked into your life, made you touch the sky...

Think about what you say
think about who you hurt...

Sitting in my secret place
Shadows fall across my face...