I used to watch you,
every day in that house...
Sitting in my world,
with everything exploding around me...
I sit alone and think,
i watch the stars all rot...
Never knowing what lives
nor what dies...
When i think about our past
and the times were spent together...
Ever found a perfect guy?
Walked into your life, made you touch the sky...
I give up on trying,
No point in lying...
After all the suicide attempts
And problems in the past...
In these civil wars
We get lost in our hates...
These words on these pages
Pathetic attempts to free...
This time i might be serious
Not to say i wasnt...
If only we could swap
You could see through my eyes...